Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Pernah ga lo ngerasa uda jadi 'temen' yang ga sepatutnya jadi 'temen'?
Pernah ngerasa lo terlalu egois untuk dijadiin temen?
Pernah ngerasa lo cuma menuntut, menuntut, menerima dan ga memberi?
Pernah ngerasa lo tu s*ck banget sebagai temen?

and therefore...

lo tuh ngga banget sebagai seorang teman....
teman yang seharusnya saling berbagi,
saling care and mengasihi,
saling ngertiin,
saling take and give...and not just either one of them...

I did...I do...and I am feeling it.

Sorry banget kalo gue egois, ga ngertiin, ga selalu ada kalo lo butuh.
Gue lebi sibuk dengan hidup sendiri.
Ga sempet lagi nanya2 "eh, kabarnya gimana?", but mala "eh, bisa nolongin ini ga?"...unlike in the past
Ga sempet lagi cerita2 ke elo...unlike in the past
Ga sempet lagi ngajak2 elo nemenin gue...unlike in the past
Ga sempet lagi encourage lo kaya dulu...unlike in the past
Ga sempet lagi berbagi....gosip, latest news, mp3 ^^', ...unlike in the past
and so much more...

Thanks being such wonderful friends, who always understand and ready to lift me up.
Thanks for lending your ears, giving me your hands, and those endless support and trust.
Thanks for being part of my life... Thanks for being there!

Me?....lotsa "homework" to do...but we'll catch up soon. Hope we are still the friends we used to be.

Meanwhile, let's fight....for everything!

*another exam syndrome and I just scored 3/50 in my lessons of life...

***
When the world is darker than I can understand.
When nothing turns out the way I planned.
When the sky turns grey and there's no end in sight.
When I can't sleep through the lonely night.

I turn to you. Like a flower leaning toward the sun.
I turn to you. 'Cos you're the only one.
Who can turn me around when I'm upside down.
I turn to you.

I Turn to You
- Melanie C -

Posted by Ddee at 6:25 PM