Monday, October 30, 2006

One every semester...

But that's not what I want.

I just need ONE. One is enough. The RIGHT one.

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Thursday, October 26, 2006

I don't wanna lose any of YOU...

Friends are...
Those who think and care about you...
When you are far away from them.
[as the saying goes: HOME is where the HEART is]
Hey, I am sure we ARE never far away, coz everytime my heart beats, I know you're there living with my every breath

Friends are...
To play pranks together without getting caught.
[ONE for ALL and ALL for ONE]
just shed the tears away and let's play, am sure we'll stand by each other when we get 'caught'

Friends are...
To gossip together on any topic.
[and to console, to encourage, to support, to motivate, to teach, to learn from...etc. The bottom line is WE SHARE!!]

Dear friends,

Thank you for making my world a livelier and colourful one
Thank you for standing by my side when I need someone the most
Thank you for believing in me
Thank you for lending your shoulders *and those tissues
Thank you for scolding me when I'm wrong
Thank you for making me a better person
Thank you for showing me that life is wonderful with someone else to share
Thank you for all the silly jokes and stories
Thank you for tolerating me *I know I can be very very annoying at times hehe
Thank you for the listening ears
Thank you for accompanying my journey of life
Thank you for walking the road together
Thank you for teaching me to enjoy the beauty of life
Thank you for everything you did, do and will do...
Can't imagine not having you by my side...

Lurve y'all ^.*v

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

OK....don't complain, I know this is a bit late *a bit OK*
Ya ya..let you know what I did 2 weeks ago before I was off to Penang and now back in Singapore *hehe


Saved me 35rm, but in the end I need to rush to Johor and had a heart-attack for 30 mins. There was a traffic jam to the Singapore Immigration and Iwas left with 40 mins to get to the station. And I proved myself that walking is healthy and may cause you backpain and shoulder pain, especially when you have to carry a big bag.

So, I walked from mid-way to the Singapore check-point, cut the bus queue while hugging my bag, prayed that the bus driver could read my mind and just took the private lane *which he did..yeay* and yeah...I got it there on time.

I was relieved I did not wear high heels.

This was taken at S*arbucks Paragon. Lele and I were having a good roomie hang-out cum study session. Seen here were the frappucinos, lecture notes and souvenirs for my teachers *which I forgot to bring with when I left my room and Lele had to deliver it to Jurong Point. In the end...I was almost late for my bus. Thanks Lele!

Yummy Frappucinos and roomies *wakaka

Stacks of books and the copies that I made during my work shift at the General Office.
Man, I don't like copying... *grr..
I took me 1.5 hours to zap 9 books and filled all the relevant forms.

For my Penang trip, will update when I am not in my lazy, confused, panic and mellow mood huahuahua

ps: SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI, mohon maaf lahir dan batin ya. Moga2 kesalahan aye dimaapkeun, baik yang disengaja maupun tiada disengaja *buset..campuran berapa bahasa neh?

pps: A month from now? I'm done with exams... so Final Year Project [FYP], AIESEC, National Leadeship and Development Seminar [NLDS]...just bring em on!

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

In love with this song...

Yes, it comes mysteriously...
and so do when it leaves.


Love comes in mysterious ways
~ by Nina

Who'd have thought this is how the pieces fit
You and I shouldn’t even try making sense of it
I forgot how we ever came this far
I believe we had reasons but I don't know where they are
So blame it on my heart' oh

Chorus:
Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I’ll love you for the rest of my days
But still it's a mystery
of how you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways

Heaven knows love is just a chance we take
We make plans but then love demands a leap of faith
So hold me close never ever let me go
Even though we think we know which way the river flows
That's not the way love goes' no

'Repeat chorus'

Like the ticking of a clock
two hearts beat as one
But I'll never understand the way it's done' oh

'Repeat chorus'

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Monday, October 16, 2006

I believe...

We are created for others.

So, when I no longer be of value to you...

Let me know, and I shall make my move.

but...

What if there's no single chance to show the value?

or...

I don't realize that I am of value to you?

Shall I move away?


***

OMG..Rain is coming to this tiny red dot. But, his concert is the most expensive concert in Singapore thus far. At S$888 for VIP, he beats Andrea Bocelli [S$500] and Eric Clapton [the most ex in the US, S$ 388 if not wrong].

Peeps...find me someone who's willing to sponsor me a ticket!!! *Oh lala...

***

Notice of absence *hihi*
I'm leaving for Penang on Wednesday evening till Sunday morning. Gonna meet my parents, ol' freinds, cousin, auntie, teachers, etc. Wish I don't have to come back to NTU and prepare for exams *muahaha*

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Friday, October 13, 2006

Songs after songs...

Laughs after laughs...

Screams after screams...

WTH they're darn noisy down there...

WHY? WHY?

but it's so quiet here, inside

WHY? WHY?

Aiya...who cares then, I'll just get back to my dangyunhaji

and laugh my lungs out!!


ps: ada yang tau cara matiin indera perasa? sampe ke akar-akarnya?

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Quoted from Stella:

"You know the thing people say about technology. That it makes the globe seems smaller and the distance shorter and stuff?

Then why i still cant hold your hands?"

true...

So near yet so far...

I'm tired, that's it.

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Monday, October 09, 2006

Sometimes to make that difference, you don't need a single penny.

It's a small thing you can do to spread the word. Click here to light-up a candle.

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Sunday, October 08, 2006

In the midst of writing my feature writing essay as well as boredom, I decided to upload these images of my roomie and my new bed sheet that I bought last Sunday.

Let's introduce my roomie this year. Lilyana aka Lili aka Lele, well it depends on who's calling her. Me? LELE is the best hehe. Btw, lele also means 'catfish' in English, but I guarantee this one is not that silky-smooth or slippery and no mustache *hihi peace Lele.



Lately, been hearing this song again and again...
Sad mellow ballad song as usual

Salahi aku
~ by Yovie W feat Rio Febrian

Sejak kujumpa dia
Ada yang mengganggu
Kucoba tuk setia
Hati tak menentu
Kusadari diri ini tlah punya kekasih
Namun tak kuingkari kurindu padanya

Mungkin memang benar aku yang salah
Kusadari kuakui kujatuh cinta lagi

Adakah artinya kejujuran nurani
Bila semua hanya lukai hati nan suci

Kusadari diri ini tlah punya kekasih
Namun tak kuingkari kurindu padanya

Mungkin memang benar aku yang salah
Kusadari kuakui kujatuh cinta
Kujatuh cinta lagi

***

Had a very weird dream two nights ago, and am still contemplating on what does the dream mean.
And a few seconds ago, I was looking at my blog's main page and realized...

It's clearly stated there:
Dreams are there to show you the way
Close your eyes
and find out what they are trying to say
Love is just a second away
Make that magic rule
Let that miracle stays

still... I find it hard to comprehend.
Just tell me, please!

Miss... home... mom's cook... ol' friends... IC... everything
BUT assignment and study.

Posted by Ddee at 2:31 PM

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Cinta bisa datang...
Cinta bisa memilih...
Cinta bisa pergi...

Tapi...

Cinta tidak bisa menunggu.

~ Doni, JOMBLO

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Saturday, October 07, 2006

Given to me by Sharon, who apparently read this at Dey's blog. Dey is our dear AIESEC International President. ^.*

You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth. We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give.

Free your heart from hatret;
Free your mind from worries;

Live simply.
Give more.
Expect less.

My hope for you is that you will finally discover the happiness within you.
When you feel down because you didn't get what you want, just sit tight and be happy, because I thought of something better to give you.
My friendship.

It is like wine, it gets better as it grows older.
When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means.
There`s a purpose to life`s events, to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too loud.

Extracts from a poem by Heinz Shalloff.

Nice one... and yeah, can't believe I have a weird dream last night. HUGE QUESTION MARK!!

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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Being the 'red dot' on the map, Singapore is always the best place for connecting flight. So does this time round when Tatsuro was heading to Delhi from Japan.

He arrived in Singapore last Saturday. Paid Johor a visit since he just had his AIESEC traineeship there in April. And now, he is having his 2nd traineeship in New Delhi, India at an accounting company.

He only stayed in Singapore for 2 days and 1 night. Damien and I went to meet him on Sunday morning at Orchard. He is still the same Tatsuro that I met a couple of times before. Looks shy outside but very fun inside. Yah..some time language does pose a barrier.

We went to have Indonesian food at Lucky Plaza since our search for Chicken rice at Far East went to no avail. It's not your luck then, chicken rice. Too spicy as usual... all of us needed extra liquid *hehe

After our HOT lunch, we walked towards Paragon and had no idea where to go. Ended up, we were sitting at a cafe in Paragon sipping our coffee, mocha and mint tea. Nice place... but costly huh!

Tatsuro - Diana and Damien - Tatsuro

The cool 3s *hoho

All the best Tatsuro, have lotsa fun there. Do not eat too much curry, take care and cya again next February.

Note: At least we have your pic before you left. Will need this to compare when you return tho *.*

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It’s just A MONTH after I stepped back in Singapore.

And I have had:
22 meetings [wow...can't believe it!!]
1 2-nite camp [additional one day for the MCs and OCs]
1 LC Induction [newbies rock!! EBs...four thumbs!]
1 LC Gathering [yummy...]
1 Welcome Dinner and a chill-out session [GREAT one!! thanks for coming everyone ^.*]
1 sleepover at Sharon’s place [thanks bozz, really enjoy it! and thanks for accompanying me crapping up till 5am]
1 Johor trip [mooncake festival is around the corner. Deliver some plz!]
1 haircut [shortie...shortie...]
1 mid-term exam [ARGHH *&%^#$#]
3 assignments [not bad huh! Thanks editor *hehe* as always]
2 tutorial projects [writing and writing... dun like it]
1 sponsorship on hand for my Final Year Project [Yosh, it's 4K man!! hope to hear some good news for my FYP though]
3 sessions of working as Student Assistant [money in money in... *haha]
Almost 200 survey forms to be compiled *phew…
1 unexpected outburst event [Sorry to make you worried yar!!]

Countless mellow, depressed and demotivation modes…

BUT ...

Countered by immeasurable satisfaction, passion, motivation, enthusiasm and the will to move forward. Let’s leap for excellence!!

I am a complicated girl -___-‘
That's all I can say!

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Sunday, October 01, 2006

I always like movies that are based on true story.

Thus, that explains why I like Coach Carter, Remember the Titans, One Litre of Tears, and so many more...

They are the source of ultimate motivation... run, soar and fly!

"Our biggest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
~ Coach Carter

Motivational quotes never fail... and so do the power of encouragement and will.

Aza aza fighting!

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