Wednesday, May 04, 2005

melancholic side of me

23 years old...

I dreamt about the time when I would get married. Not too young, and not too old to see my grandchildren. A lovely princess in a white satin gown, looking deeply into her groom’s eyes. A gaze.. and it tells everything. So pure...


“Do you have a boyfriend?”

Chinese New Year. I’ve been asked again and again..by my relatives.
And so again, … and again, I would put on by best smile as an answer.
I am drowned.


Today...

A more realistic side of me realized… Am I? Am I ready? Am I still hanging on? Am I living in my own fairytale? So many ‘Am I’, so many question marks… Let ‘em be there!
I don’t want to find out...yet maybe...maybe behind all the walls women have been creating, we are “waiting to be rescued"...maybe...


A princess in our own fairytale...

Unpremeditated crap off

^ been watching too many movies...
^ been reading too many books...
^ been listening to too many words...
^ been discussing bout too many issues...
^ been feeling too inexplicable...
^ been thinking... too much...

Posted by Ddee at 3:14 AM

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